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June 28 hey momma! megan said, "Momma! MOMMA! Momma! MOMMA! MoMMMa!" hahaha! couldnt stop kissing her tho not her 1st words but she finally said aft teachin so many times. she knows. juz depends on her mood. smart aleck! vocab words said so far: aircon da da pooh muack and she kisses! go! ah..go (let's go) elmo girl gor gor moo April 27 juz feelin gd Thanks everyone for your well-wishes! had an awesome week long celebration! eating soooo many varieties of cakes and buffets!! celebrated megan's 1st year with a bday bash! i must say she deserved all tt attention during "MEET THE PEOPLE" session! haha! when she got home, she conked off for almost 2 hrs without waking up. i was glad tt i had e chance to provide this celebration for her. luved e details tt i chose for her...her banner, beautiful balloons, songs, powerpoint slides, e party bags, e many children tt came along to celebrate with her! she luved her balloons and learnt how to blow out e candle by herself! clever! am so glad tt i have some rest for e time being. been workin non-stop since jan. preparin for sports carnival. no mean feat. although i have done it previously....have taken full ownership this time round. it was a "DO OR DIE" thingy. despite sooo many setbacks - tp's mr lye changing our dates (nearly had to source for new venue at e last min) wihth 2 mths to Sports Carn Day, cos of tt it led to watever tt i had planned n booked in nov/dec to be altered as well. my ambulance back-up, food n drinks, tentage...etc... somehow or rather, by God's grace- i pulled through with e help of my wonderful team n not forgetting colleagues. Never thought i could make it through - i did and was pretty proud of myself. had reasons to celebrate but had serious bout of gastric at the end of e day due to e strong dosage of medicine e doc provided for me. things have slowed down a little so far....'cept for preparation of NAPFA. plannin for e 1st time....am tryin....pls give me a chance. happy bday grandpa james, mummy jud n little megan! March 16 cam in e land of kimchi!juz sent daddy cam off to korea. he will be enjoyin himself there cos of mls course! 10 dayz all expense-paid. haha! hmm..still rem mine in nz. hmm...but mine still wins! ha! i dun have any work to do. juz play! kekeke....hmm. megan n i already missin him.
finally, after like 3 mad mths, i get a breather. well..am still doin work but hangin in there. thank God for this 1 week break so that i can consolidate this puny brain of mine and organise my life once more! somehow the more i tried to organise....e more it gets disorganised. am really makin loads of effort to clear work once it appears. this time i cant afford to procrastinate. megan's always waiting for me at home n sometimes i bring work home (guilty as charged!) so...watever i can do..finish first.
fri was nice. rainy and all but nice. coz it was e last day of sch. we hurriedly left everythin behind. all work. mich went to pick joel up @ st steph's. car's with cam now..so tagged along in e super bright yellow honda jazz. ha! so flashy! anywayz, highlight was when i decided to pretend to pick "my son" joel up. went thru security w/o any prob. mr tan was there standin n waitin for his son. keke...he was surprised. :)
I have never picked up a kid frm sch b4. this was e first time and i really liked it! felt like a proud parent. nice feeling! haha! well..i have to wait for like 3-4 yrs more to pick megan up! i guess i will be like those kind of parents tt will take pictures la...video everythin and all. will not let these precious moments slip away.
9 more days till daddy cam comes back to sg..... February 11 3rd one in 2 weeksi'm tired. emotionally exhausted by e recent events.
cam's grandma (megan's great grandma) just passed away @ 10:53pm. megan took an exceptionally long time to sleep tonight. was it e same unexplained theory when my grandma passed away when i was 10 and i just woke up frm my sleep and watched everythin unfold before me...and i couldnt sleep after?
this is e 3rd death in 2 weeks. chinese new year doesnt seem like chinese new year this year (with all e festivities)
i once read somewhere. when a new member of e family arrives, another goes... is this true?
but am glad tt ah ma went. didnt want to see her suffering with e tubes. was glad we said our farewells. cam is sad. jacinta is too.
everyone still smiles...but deep inside there's a void. an emptiness.
only time can heal e pain and e loss. yes, it may take many years or months..
i just wish and hope there's no more. February 06 reasons and purpose2 deaths in e family within a week during e festive cny period. how cruel can it be?
received e news of both deaths via sms. i hate it and can't take these kinds of shocks anymore followin po po's news, last yr if u rem.
#1 - cuz adrian's wife maureen passed away last week. her death came as a shock since she was healthy - wat's appalling was her death was supposedly caused by lung cancer - she doesnt smoke and drs couldnt diagnose anything. she left everyone. adrian said she almost went on dec 14th but she hung on till adrian brought her back for the reunion dinner. she was a friendly cousin-in-law. mother of 2. always enthusiastic abt life. loves children and takin pics. rem her takin pics of us durin last year's cny celebrations with po po still ard. maureen was also ard for megan's 1st mth and she was as usual, takin pics of megan and her kids. when news finally hit me, my 1st reaction was - how is adrian gonna take it? wat abt e children?
#2 - dua yi (aka aunty eng) - mummy's eldest sis passed away. received many smses yesterday. had to take urgent upa for 2 days. didnt know wat was happening. all i knew was tt i had to take leave. not sure whether mummy needed me to go up to JB, Batu Pahat. yes. it was a shock to me as well as to mummy's side. dua yi came down a week before cny and saw megan for e 1st and last time. she was happily joking with us abt how megan looks like cam (ang ku kueh mould) and she was still playin mahjong. daddy smsed me while they were on their way up. told daddy to take care of mummy. she appears strong but somehow deep inside her and deep inside e hearts of all my aunties...they still feel terribly sad. emotions will sure run high and tears will pour out. i know tt. been through tt in p4 - when ah ma passed away. for the 1st time then... all my aunties who are always joking and laughin.....couldnt hold back their tears.
and yes...i always know tt there is a reason why things happen. question is have we lived life to e fullest yet? if not, when? now? later? too late? maureen was still young - tt set me thinking. maybe i really have to refocus and cherish my loved ones even more now rather than be caught up in unnecessary worries in work.
reason why there are deaths
reason why there are joys
reason why there are sorrows
reason why there is laughter
reason why there are wars
reason why there is peace
reason why there is love
reason why there is hate
reason why there is hope
reason why there are chances
reason why there are choices
reason why there are mistakes
reason why you are here
reason why I am here
reason why things are meant to be God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways
We cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my Guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way....
He will make a way!
May they rest in peace and may God continue to bless their loved ones and heal the pain + sudden loneliness. Amen. |
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